Heard intruder around vehicle and soon after I notice that my stomach and genital was being attacked by microwaves. And then I notice a vehicle speeding away. After this activity, I felt so drain that it was like someone had weights on my body. Then I notice later that my heart was propitiating.
When I went back to sleep I was placed right into a transient state. I had no control of my arms, hands or whether I was going to wake up. I can remember these same experiences as a young child that now I can connect these experiences with what is happening to me. This was so frightening to me that I sought professional advice. This was over 20 years ago.
I was woken again at 7:30 AM with a racing heart and an uncontrollable nervous system. This on-going abuse has had a very negative impact on my life. Has made it extremely impossible to work, to take care my basic hygiene and live a healthy social life. I rarely have interaction with people, except family members. Now it’s going on 3 years with no hope in sight.