August 2017 Journal

Affidavit: http://govsponsoredsponsoredstalking.info/AFFIDAVIT.pdf

8-1 I consume the spicy chicken nuggets with the cobblestone bread and the presence of nano technology was very noticeable. The targeting became more aggressive to the stomach muscles and than redirected to the arm muscles.

8-1 For some time, I have been thinking about reproducing what I did before my targeting started. What I mean by reproducing, is my websites I was working on. The websites were geared to journalists and individuals who like to share content. It was an excited idea to your typical news sites that only feature stores that they want you to read. In addition to the news site, there was an online community. I had been working on this project since about 2003 and it was starting to take shape. Unfortunately, due to being with a bad hosting company, homelessness and the targeting, I did not finish this project. I also own several other domains that I had built on and I was actually making an income. I still feel that I can do this. However, it will take a lot of effort on my part to get to the point where the project can go somewhere. Anyway, I have decided to not be convenient for this MATRIX anymore, which is more base on keeping an individual from achieving their GREATNESS than the typical gang stalking and electronic harassment that is associated with these crimes. Although the targeting takes on a different phase ever so often, it is typically the same when it started as well as the people associated with it. This should not surprise you, because that is why it was created. Simply relying on others TIs as an outlet is a big mistakes. All you do is follow a pattern of INCOMPETENCY and always thinking that something will be done. Sorry folks, the way something is going to be done, is if you do something about it. What you do is according to what you want. If you want to do the things you like, go ahead. Complaining about it will not make it go away. And forget about getting other TIs to support you.

8-1/2 Body Vibrations through the night into the next morning. When I turned on the internet attacks to the sideburns (temples) in the forming of directed energy. When I walk around the attacks stop.

8-2 This is the second day of reaching some website platforms. There aren’t as many platforms as they were in 2007. However, the few that exist today are economical. If I want, I can get a website up and running in the next month. But more research needs to be made. They are many more websites that is focus on the segment of the community that I want to focus on, but still there isn’t anything offerings to independent writers. So the door is still open. I do still see the URL I wanted to buy in 2003. Although the site is up and running, it isn’t necessarily what I call a functional website. The lady who run it is doing it as a hobby, but this URL is similar to the URL I want to promote again. So I will have to buy her out at a more reasonable price. There is another URL that I can buy (which is similar to hers) and simply go around her, but that is bad business. I want to negotiate. I could give her what ever air time she needs, without the burden of her maintaining this website. Let see what happens. For the years I been on the internet (1994), I had learned a lot of things about programming websites. I’m no expert, but I know how to make my own way. When these websites were at their prime, people were coming to me to place ads on them. At the time, I did not have an adequate structure to display ads, so I gave them free space. In return, I got free services. So I want to get back in the game, but it will take some time to line things up the right way. I’m not one to rush into anything, because that normally does not work for me. All I can say at this point, lets see what happens.

Note: What would this do for me. It would allow me to tell my story to an audience that I’m familiar with. And since I am able to build a rapport with them, my issues will get more attention. But if I continue to convince TIs, this is what we need to do, I could be wasting another 10 years. So from this knowledge, I will pursue what will give me the most notoriety.

8-2 Induced Tiredness and False Dreams couple with a violent storyline. If I did not know the meaning of this, maybe I would have became a serial murderer.

8-3 Ate the Spicy Chicken Stripes with the Frozen Broccoli/Califlower and Cobblestone Bread from Bragg Blvd Dollar Tree. Immediate attacks was felt in the stomach and tightness of the arm muscles, which include muscular pain to the left arm.

8-3/4 Induced sleep and false dreams. I woken at around 2a with an induced rapid heartbeat and body vibrations centered around this hips.

8-4 Constant attacks to the right side of my head closes to my ear.

8-4 BMF: Purchased blackconsciousradio.net and travelanddiscounts.com. Back in 2004, I requested to purchase blackconsciousradio.com, but the owner decline my offer. The blackconsciousradio.com had already been purchased in 2003, before I setup Brunson Marketing Force. The name blackconsciousnetwork.com and blackconsciousnews.com existed since late 2002. As for travelanddiscounts.com, I owned this domain back in 2004 and lost it in 2007, because I let the filing time lapse. Anyway, not buying blackconsciousradio.com was a failure on my part. But buying travelanddiscounts.com allow BMF to expand outside it market focus. The other name that BMF owns is blackadultentertainment.com

8-4/5 Body vibrations (centered around the hips) started early in the night and lasted until the morning.

8-5 BMF: Check my email and to my amazement, my offer to purchase blackconsciousradio.com was not accepted. She/He wants to continue to own this franchise. I guess you win some and you loose some. The mistake of not buying this domain is hunting me til this day. But because I knew the outcome would have resulted in this response, I purchase blackconsciousradio.net And I plan to build on this website as it reflects on my two other mission websites: blacksciousnetwork.com and blackconsciousnews.com

8-5 It has not rain in almost two weeks, so I had to cut back eating to every three days. If it does not rain tomorrow, it would be five days. I have gone to almost 8 days of not eating, but at this point, I’m not mobile. Anyway, not raining does not only affect eating, it affects washing pots, utensils, dishes, etc. It affects the ability to cook pasta, rice and other carbohydrates that help in reducing hunger. And it affects the ability to clean the body, brush the teeth and shave. Because it has not been really hot, I have been able to go without water for 2/3 days. But it is getting very pressing around here, because of symptoms developed from my drinking and eating for several days. Note: The dependency of rain water is associated with the systematic contamination of food stores surrounding the targeted individual area.

8-5 Last night I got on the phone with someone claiming to be a TI and after talking to them a while, I heard the pulsing device. It was pulsing every 5 seconds. Before this time, the “TI” phone was suddenly on hold. So between this time she was either talking to her handlers or she was connecting a second phone (via Bluetooth) with the one she was talking on. The second phone has the program information and when link to the second phone she was talking on, this explains why I was hearing these devices. Understand this, that no matter where this perpetrator is at, they can link into the surrounding devices in an area. That is why the perpetrators (handlers) make it a point for you to develop friendships with these individuals. They will offer the PIE IN THE SKY just so they can link these devices to the implants in your body. Anyway, right before ending the call, I noticed that these pulsing devices changed from a 5 second pulsing to what sounded like popcorn. So I knew the “TI” perpetrator had linked the program (the attack protocol) to the surrounding devices. This does not excuse the input from the surrounding perpetrators in my area. But because the phone is right next to me, it gives pinpoint accuracy. Listen folks! Don’t speak on the phone in the night. Don’t speak to people on the phone you have not spoken to before. Do not accept any “FAVORS” from anyone; they are luring into a setup job. And do not agree to meet them. The purpose of them getting close to you is so that they can TARGET you. They are AGENTS and you are their PROJECT.

8-6 Was woken with a rapid heartbeat and body vibrations. I had not gotten a rapid heartbeat since eating over 3 days ago, so this is the first time this had happened. Also throughout the night into the morning, strong signal attacks was felt to the feet. This was very unusual as well. So I can clearly point to the phone call that I made last night. Note: I had spoken to actual TIs in the night and this never happened. So when it does happen, you know that the person is not a Targeted Individual.

8-6 There are various people occupying Facebook. The Perpetrator Infiltrator, The TI Perpetrator and a very small number of Targeted Individuals. Because of this, I need to: 1. Start removing people I suspect of being a Perpetrator or 2. Delete this Account. It is very difficult to identify who is actual perpetrators, because I have to go through a lot of individuals. This can take a lot of useful time that I need to build my business. So the other issue is to delete the ACCOUNT. I have been contemplating this for a while. There is absolutely no benefit posting to perpetrators or people who support their agenda. But deleting this account would mean in some way, deleting evidence. Although GSS website is the bulk of my evidence, it doesn’t show interaction between the perpetrators and my post. So deleting doesn’t appear to be a favorable option. Therefore, the next best thing is to make some slight modification to my name, reflecting that I’m a Targeted Individual TI. And than create another account with my actual name. The actual name account will have no association of me being a Targeted Individual. I already have another account with my nick name. That one would have to be deleted to keep myself from becoming confused. But it is the one that I spend most of my time at when I’m on facebook.

8-6 Like a lot of social networks, they come and they go. Facebook will end the same way, with people loosing interests. The problem isn’t necessary Facebook, but the NEGATIVITY that is spur on it. Had Facebook came out before the 1990s, the whole atmosphere would have been different. Yeah! You would have had negative post being spurred on you, but it would not be so OVERWHELMING. Believe me, this isn’t just a TI problem. I have heard people outside the TI community say that the reason why they don’t go to Facebook as often as they use to, is because of all the negativity. Where could this negativity be coming from, when Crime is at it lowest and the common person has more than they had twenty years ago? Because Facebook lacks a structure and purpose, it also allows the NEGATIVITY to flourish. But is that Facebook’s fault? I say no. It is society’s fault! If the government can’t get it act together, than that explains why the people are a reflection of that. We just need GOOD examples. That’s all.

8-6 BMF: The world has changed. Building a website doesn’t have to include software to achieve the most rewarding looking website. All you need is a plan and a determination to make it happen.

8-7 This was the first day that it had rain since two weeks ago. Was working on my system and when I got back, I noticed my water had been messed with. They came from one of the houses that the church rents. The reason I know that the water had been disturbed is the amount of crystals that was tasted. I tried another water and it did not have these crystals. Unfortunately, the presence of these crystals means that the attacks would be stronger as they magnify the body to the directed energy attacks.

8-7 The Sardines that I purchased from the Bragg Blvd IGA had noticeable nano crystalline – smart dust in it. As I was consuming this product, crystals sensations formed in my mouth.

8-7 BMF: Found an IMAGE program that can design my logos, banner ads and other art collections used for my website.

8-7/8 Strong vibrations centered around the mid-section and a strong induced rapid heartbeat.

8-8 BMF: Today has really been a horrible day. Reason? I ran out of space on my Hard Drive running Windows 7, because of nearly 1 GB of updates. Because of this, I was not able to install the web design software needed to build my websites.

8-8 BMF: I have been on the phone with my hosting provider all day. Because so much time has gone by since I build webpages, I forgot a lot of things. There are also a lot has changed in the software industry. Back in 2007, there were plenty of web design software to run from your computer. Today, many of these software is hosted on a website that you have to purchase a plan from. I have not grown accustom to that and this will take some time. But it is a good idea, as it is a lot cheaper than buying software. Also, the Computer that I’m using is not really design for the complex task of doing web designs. That’s because it is a Netbook. So I have to eventually budgeted for a laptop.

8-8 Ate spaghetti with sausage and mexican seasoning/Apple Cider Vinegar. There were small amounts of nano crystalline in both the seasoning and the spaghetti. The seasoning and ACV came from Bragg Blvd IGA and the Spaghetti came from Bragg Blvd Dollar Tree.

8-8 BMF: I deleted one of my Linux partitions to free space for Windows. Because of this, my computer system became inoperable. I attempted to recover the drive, but FAILED using SpotMau Partition Recovery. SpotMau is a Windows base recovery software, it does not recognize Linux, although the drives were seen. This is what I found out when I try to recover the deleted partition. I could have saved the partitions, which takes a very LONG time, but I could would have recover the system. The system is setup under Linux, not Windows, so when I reboot, it gives me an error. Luckily, earlier I created a fail safe strategy and the software allows me to enter the system with USB support. But this just allows me to get to unsaved files. GOOD ENOUGH!

8-9 Because I ate later than I normally do, the attacks was especially strong in the night into the morning. The attacks was centered around the chest and the mid-section. Also noted was the perpetrators messed with my battery charging mechanisms through the entire night. It wasn’t until I went online that it went into normal charge mode.

8-9 BMF: I went back into WORK mode at 7a to fix my computer. As long as I was able to get into the machine, I could figure out what was wrong. Linux also gives the user the option to run off a thumb drive, but I already using a fail safe protocol, which allows me to access files from the internal hard drive. See, Linux operates more efficiency on a Internal hard drive and I have access to more beneficial programs. Eventually I found a program that could fix this problem. It is called Boot Repair. It is a fantastic program and in emergency situations I can use it to go online without going through Linux. By 10:30a the system was back up. Unfortunately, this does not fix the fact that Windows is using over 95 percent of it storage capacity. So a total system overhaul will have to be done next month. That means deleting the entire system and reinstalling EVERYTHING. It is a days LONG task, but I don’t have an option. At this time, both Linux systems are using a fraction of their allotted space, so there is room to grow. I tried seeing if I can see if I could take from this space (which caused me the problem in the first place), but because of the different nature of these systems (Windows and Linux), neither SpotMAU or Gparted (Linux Partition version) could do it. They are affixed to their partitions. They can only move within their system’s partitions. Unlike SpotMau, Gparted did at least see it was a Windows partition. Meanwhile Spotmau just treats everything as Windows Partitions by assigning them drive letters. This is very troubling to me, as Linux does not assign their drives as letters. So deleting one of those drives will knock the system off (as it did yesterday). Spotmau is absolutely the best program for Windows operations. It will fix and recover everything windows. But Gparted is just ok. It hardly fixes anything, but at least it recognizes Windows and other operating systems. It can change partition structure unlike Spotmau. But changing partition structure did not allow me to use the available space occupied by that partition, which is about 36G. Had I been able to use that space, I could have install the Web Design software. And I could have created the website, as the content for the website was finished yesterday.

8-9/10 Ate the same meal like yesterday and the results were the same: Body Vibrations and an induced rapid heartbeat.

8-10 Signal attacks to the right side of my head (closes to my ear) and later after getting off of phone, popping attacks to the right ear. The result of this attack is stinging and crawling sensations.

8-10 BMF: Researching the best software to purchase for my web development needs. I think I found one that would do the logo and the website. Also, I need to purchase a computer specifically for this task. The computer should have a 15.6 inch screen and a removable battery. My current machine is a netbook with a 11 inch screen. So designing webpages through it is not a go. As it stands now, it might be until the middle of September before I complete this task. On top of that, I have to arraign a time to speak to a newspaper hosting companies to host one of my web sites. So wordpress and other cms’s have been ruled out. However, there is a monthly fee associated with this service. But the benefit is that there would be no limit on who visits the website receives or how many articles are on the server. Also, I get on-going assistance in creating and modifying code that will be displayed on affiliate websites part of the BMF network. No time limit has been set to start this process. There’s also the Social Network and the webcast that I plan to host eventually as well.

8-10 I had the opportunity to speak to a fellow TI today. It was on a safe project I proposed in 2012. I’m still open to reserving some to getting a conference call around this issue. But everyone must commit to 3-5 page statement explaining their targeting. All statements must be notarized before they are accepted. This would be a pre-requisite for participating in a safe community that I am proposing. I’m lining people up as I write this, so get on board if you want this to happen. You can message me at your earliest convenience. Anyway, one aspect of this safe project is to start a business. We want TIs to be SELF SUFFICIENT, so we plan to mobilize around this idea.

8-11 Body Vibrations after 5a into 7:15a.

8-11 Ate black eye peas, neck bone and brown rice, which came from Bragg Blvd IGA. It had noticeable nano crystalline – smart dust in it. Upon consuming these products, I felt burning sensations to the chest and face. Also stinging attacks was felt.

8-11 Attacks progressed to the heals of the feet in the form of constant pulsing. However, when I moved around, it would stop briefly until I feel a strong calibrating signal. Also burning sensations to the ears and signal attacks to the head was felt.

8-12 Attacks to the body did not progress until after 5a. When I got up around 7a, attacks was centered around the chest and the hips in the form for body vibrations. Body vibrations is when you feel the energy all around you and you feel like your muscles are trembling.

8-13 Large amount of nano crystalline smart dust in the brown rice that I purchased from IGA. The result of consuming this product was increased attacks to the stomach, upper arm joints, toes, feet, head, legs and other areas of the body.

8-13/14 The first time I dozed off, I was woken with my body trembling around my chest area. Earlier in the day after eating, I could feel stinging sensations around my chest area, so there is a connection at this point. Also, shakiness was felt on my arms and hands. The second time, it was body vibrations and a rapid heartbeat. Everything is associated with what I consumed a day earlier.

8-14 I ate later in the day. The food had been frozen for about a day.

8-14/15 Slept on my stomach most of the night. In the morning, I slept on my side and attacks formed around my left knee, hands and feet.

8-16/18 I have not eaten this period, but the targeting has escalated. Body vibrations, pulsing of the stomach and feet, signal attacks to the head, trembling felt to the arms and hands after waking up and every other tactic they use to subdue me into believing that I’m doom for life. And from my own observation, its time to stop feeding this bull shit and live my life as GOD intended. Anyway, sense this time I have been researching affiliate marketing websites. This was what I was doing before my targeting begun. Affiliate marketing websites allow you to develop relationships with businesses by displaying ads that you promote and in return you get a small percentage of the ad revenue when someone purchase something. But there are other ways to generate income and that’s the reason so much research has to be done. With that said, if you are in the same place when the targeting begun, than you need to check yourself. Because the problem is you for allowing these perpetrators to control your destiny. I want you to watch this video (below).

8-18 After settling down for bed, I noticed the attacks was more involved than the previous days. They had activated everything while I was on the phone. So now I could feel constant crawling sensations around and inside the ear, back, shoulder, hands and head. Pulsing of the nostrils and popping of the ear drums. Stinging and induced muscular pain to the toes, toe joints and fingers. Needle sensations to the legs and arms. So starting today, I will not be calling or receiving calls from any Targeted Individual. I was wondering why one of the TIs was trying to get in touch with me, because she was “worrying” about me. Well, I’m fine! Long as I don’t get on the phone with fake ass TIs who are nothing more than perpetrators. Although my situation appeared to have worsen within the few days I have not eaten, the attacks that I received tonight is uncalled for. There is a plan to SHUT EVERYTHING DOWN!!! (WIFI included!) until I get to the bottom of this! This will include all computers and my electrical system. I do not have time for games and I will make sure my quality of life is not interfere with.

8-19 Continuous pulsing attacks to the top of my head since this morning. The attacks has taken on a new form since the phone call last night. But to be honest, the attacks have been edging upwards for the past three days now. So it is probably another method of intimidation. Anyway, I am aware of the circumstances that faces me everyday. I refuse to sit this one out and instead with continue to operate my businesses as if nothing was happening to me. Remember, this is all psychological BULLSHIT and if you fall for the OKIE DOKIE! you will be doomed to a life of failure. So no WIFI will be SHUTDOWN and NO ELECTRICITY will be disconnected. But I will not be using my phone for a while.

8-19 After eating the brown rice, black eye peas and sardines attacks to the stomach manifest. The presence of nano crystalline was tasted in the food I purchased from Bragg Blvd IGA.

8-19/20 Attacks always increases right after the evening sets in. And this day was not different. Increase attacks to the stomach and head as directed energy. Stinging of the elbows upon going to sleep and being woken. And needle sensations to the toes. The second time I was woken, which was sunrise, trembling and body vibrations around the hips, arms and hands. This was compounded by an induced rapid heartbeat. All these symptoms disappeared once I move around.
 
8-20 The spraying of chem-trails was seen and video capture it as an “X” formation. Although this doesn’t often happens, it does show that the targeting is connected to the satellites. Anyway, the point where the two lines cross is directly where I’m positioned on the ground. Other than the chem-trails, the airplanes have other functions as well. When air traffic increase in your area, there is a reason for that. And in my situation, I could feel the attacks coming on, when these aircraft pass above me. You have to wonder with all the ground perpetrators and their devices in position, why would they add the addition of aircraft to attack you. But it is my reality and I have been recording this for years.
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2 thoughts on “August 2017 Journal

  1. Kelly. You are welcome to reach out to TIs, but understand we are not research projects. We are a people that are experiencing targeting that affect us 24/7. So I hope that what you hear from TIs is taken with great concern and respect.

  2. I am a psychologist wanting to reach out to people experiencing targeting. I would ask you email me. I would like to ask you a few questions. This to accumulate data and build a network. Thanks to meet you.

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